Baz\u0131 yazarlar vard\u0131r, yaln\u0131zca yazmaz; kendi ruhlar\u0131n\u0131, su\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, inan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ve en derin korkular\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k eder. Fyodor Dostoyevski, i\u015fte tam olarak b\u00f6yle biriydi. Onun i\u00e7in edebiyat, varolu\u015fun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda at\u0131lan bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gen\u00e7li\u011finde politik fikirleri nedeniyle tutukland\u0131. \u00c7ar rejimi onu \u00f6l\u00fcme mahk\u00fbm etti. G\u00f6zleri ba\u011flanarak infaz mangas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Tam teti\u011fin \u00e7ekilece\u011fi anda affedildi\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131kland\u0131. Bu sahte infaz, Dostoyevski\u2019nin hayat\u0131n\u0131 ikiye b\u00f6ld\u00fc. Onun i\u00e7in zaman art\u0131k \u201c\u00f6lmeden \u00f6nce\u201d ve \u201c\u00f6ld\u00fckten sonra\u201dyd\u0131. Geriye kalan her \u015fey fazlayd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sibirya\u2019ya s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edildi. D\u00f6rt y\u0131l boyunca zincirlerle, a\u011f\u0131r ko\u015fullarda k\u00fcrek mahkumu olarak ya\u015fad\u0131. Orada g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc insan tipleri; inan\u00e7l\u0131 k\u00f6yl\u00fcler, katiller, ruhu bozulmu\u015f adamlar… hepsi romanlar\u0131n\u0131n karakterlerine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Zaten o noktadan sonra, Dostoyevski insan ruhunu d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan de\u011fil, i\u00e7eriden tarif etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazd\u0131klar\u0131 sadece kurgu de\u011fil, vicdanla yap\u0131lan bir kaz\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131yd\u0131. Su\u00e7 ve Ceza<\/em>\u2019da bir cinayetin ard\u0131ndaki felsefi sorgulama kadar, bir vicdan\u0131n nas\u0131l par\u00e7alanabilece\u011fini g\u00f6sterdi. Yeralt\u0131ndan Notlar<\/em>, modern insan\u0131n yabanc\u0131la\u015fmas\u0131na bir a\u011f\u0131t gibidir. Budala<\/em> ise saf bir ruhun, yozla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir toplum i\u00e7inde yava\u015f yava\u015f nas\u0131l k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131r. Belki de Dostoyevski, her zaman kendi k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne yerle\u015ftirip onlarla konu\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hayat\u0131 boyunca maddi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar \u00e7ekti. Kumar bor\u00e7lar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden bir\u00e7ok kez iflas etti. Romanlar\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131nevlerine bor\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, zamanla yar\u0131\u015farak yazd\u0131. En \u00f6nemli romanlar\u0131ndan baz\u0131lar\u0131, sadece bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6demek i\u00e7in ve sekiz-on g\u00fcn gibi k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede tamamland\u0131. Ama bu h\u0131z bile, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n derinli\u011fini azaltmad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o, zaten her c\u00fcmleyi y\u0131llarca i\u00e7inde ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hayat\u0131na sonradan giren Anna Grigoryevna, hem daktilocusu hem de b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131yd\u0131. Onunla birlikte Dostoyevski biraz daha toparland\u0131, daha d\u00fczenli \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, yazmaya devam etti. Ama o hep bir u\u00e7urumun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda yazd\u0131. Hep \u201cTanr\u0131 varsa neden bu kadar ac\u0131 var?\u201d sorusunun pe\u015findeydi. Onun romanlar\u0131, inan\u00e7la ink\u00e2r, umutla y\u0131k\u0131m, su\u00e7la ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanma aras\u0131nda gidip gelen insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7 konu\u015fmalar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nietzsche bir g\u00fcn \u015f\u00f6yle diyecekti: Bug\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2, onun yazd\u0131klar\u0131 modern insan\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kmazlar\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131 bir d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fckle ortaya koyuyor. Belki de Dostoyevski\u2019nin g\u00fcc\u00fc burada yat\u0131yor: Anlatmakla kalm\u0131yor, okuru su\u00e7 ortakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ekiyor. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onun karakterleri kadar biz de \u00e7eli\u015fkili, karanl\u0131k ve k\u0131r\u0131lgan\u0131z.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Baz\u0131 yazarlar vard\u0131r, yaln\u0131zca yazmaz; kendi ruhlar\u0131n\u0131, su\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, inan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ve en derin korkular\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k eder. Fyodor Dostoyevski, i\u015fte tam olarak b\u00f6yle biriydi. Onun i\u00e7in edebiyat, varolu\u015fun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda at\u0131lan bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kt\u0131. Gen\u00e7li\u011finde politik fikirleri nedeniyle tutukland\u0131. \u00c7ar rejimi onu \u00f6l\u00fcme mahk\u00fbm etti. G\u00f6zleri ba\u011flanarak infaz mangas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. Tam teti\u011fin \u00e7ekilece\u011fi anda affedildi\u011fi a\u00e7\u0131kland\u0131. Bu sahte … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":74,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-73","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-ms"],"yoast_head":"\n
\u201cDostoyevski, bana bir insan\u0131n neler yapabilece\u011fini \u00f6\u011fretti.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n