Bet\u00fcl Yurda\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Franz Kafka\u2019n\u0131n hayat\u0131, onun kitaplar\u0131 gibi: yabanc\u0131, s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, sessiz ama i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atan bir d\u00fcnya. Hayattayken neredeyse hi\u00e7 tan\u0131nmad\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra ise bir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n sesi h\u00e2line geldi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kafka, 1883\u2019te Prag\u2019da do\u011fdu. Almanca konu\u015fan Yahudi bir ailenin \u00e7ocu\u011fuydu. Ama hi\u00e7bir yere tam olarak ait de\u011fildi. Yahudi toplulu\u011funa fazla sek\u00fcler, \u00c7ek toplumuna fazla Alman, Almanlara g\u00f6re ise \u201caz\u201d Alman\u2019d\u0131. Bu aidiyetsizlik, onun t\u00fcm yaz\u0131lar\u0131na yay\u0131lan temel duygudur: d\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, yabanc\u0131la\u015fma ve g\u00fc\u00e7 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ezilme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131 boyunca bir sigorta \u015firketinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri masas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, geceleri ise defterlerinin aras\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131. Yazmak onun i\u00e7in bir meslek de\u011fil, neredeyse bir hastal\u0131kt\u0131. Babas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 duydu\u011fu korku ve hayranl\u0131k, onu par\u00e7alayacak kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc. Babaya Mektup<\/em>\u2019ta bu ezici ili\u015fkiyi neredeyse bir mahkeme savunmas\u0131 gibi anlat\u0131r. Kafka\u2019n\u0131n t\u00fcm karakterleri gibi o da otoritenin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda su\u00e7ludur ama neyle su\u00e7land\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dava<\/em>, \u015eato<\/em>, D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm<\/em>… Hepsi ayn\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n par\u00e7alar\u0131d\u0131r. Kimliksiz bir b\u00fcrokrasi, hi\u00e7bir a\u00e7\u0131klama yapmadan bireyin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6ker. Gregor Samsa bir sabah \u201cb\u00f6cek\u201d olarak uyan\u0131r ama kimse nedenini sormaz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sistemin i\u00e7inde nedenler de\u011fil, sonu\u00e7lar ge\u00e7erlidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kafka\u2019n\u0131n a\u015fklar\u0131 da yazd\u0131klar\u0131 kadar k\u0131r\u0131lgand\u0131r. Felice Bauer\u2019a yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mektuplar, tutkuyla ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir arada ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 metinlerdir. Sevmek ister ama yak\u0131nl\u0131k onu bo\u011far. Uzaktan sever, uzaktan yazmay\u0131 sever. Hayat\u0131 boyunca evlenemez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Verem te\u015fhisi konduktan sonra sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 daha da k\u00f6t\u00fcle\u015fti. Son y\u0131llar\u0131nda yemek yiyemeyecek kadar hastayd\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6nceki son yaz\u0131lar\u0131nda, neredeyse hi\u00e7 c\u00fcmle kurmadan sadece \u201cvar olman\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201dn\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131ldar gibi yazar. Kafka, bir \u00e7a\u011fa de\u011fil, \u00e7a\u011fs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa ait bir yazar. Bug\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2, onun metinleri modern insan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck kabuslar\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor: sistem kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ezilmek, kimliksizle\u015fmek, susmak zorunda kalmak. Belki de bu y\u00fczden, ad\u0131 bir s\u0131fata d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc: Onu okumak kolay de\u011fil. Ama bir kez i\u00e7eri girdi\u011finde, art\u0131k o sessizlik seninle kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201cBir kitap, i\u00e7imizdeki donmu\u015f denizi k\u0131ran bir balta olmal\u0131.\u201d<\/strong> \u201cBen sessizim… ama bu sessizlik \u00f6yle s\u0131radan bir sessizlik de\u011fil.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n \u201cKendime bile yabanc\u0131y\u0131m, beni hi\u00e7 kimse tam olarak anlayamaz.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n \u201cBir sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, herkesin benden uzakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. O g\u00fcn kalabal\u0131klar i\u00e7inde yaln\u0131z olmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n \u201cSusmak, bazen en y\u00fcksek \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kt\u0131r.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n \u201cAynada y\u00fcz\u00fcm de\u011fil, terk edilmi\u015fli\u011fim vard\u0131.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bet\u00fcl Yurda\u00fcn Franz Kafka\u2019n\u0131n hayat\u0131, onun kitaplar\u0131 gibi: yabanc\u0131, s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, sessiz ama i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atan bir d\u00fcnya. Hayattayken neredeyse hi\u00e7 tan\u0131nmad\u0131. \u00d6ld\u00fckten sonra ise bir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n sesi h\u00e2line geldi. Kafka, 1883\u2019te Prag\u2019da do\u011fdu. Almanca konu\u015fan Yahudi bir ailenin \u00e7ocu\u011fuydu. Ama hi\u00e7bir yere tam olarak ait de\u011fildi. Yahudi toplulu\u011funa fazla sek\u00fcler, \u00c7ek toplumuna fazla Alman, … <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":80,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yk"],"yoast_head":"\n
\u201cYazmazsam bo\u011fulurum,\u201d<\/strong> demi\u015fti. Yazd\u0131k\u00e7a da bo\u011fuldu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
1924\u2019te hen\u00fcz 40 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken \u00f6ld\u00fc. Arkada\u015f\u0131 Max Brod, Kafka\u2019n\u0131n vasiyetine kar\u015f\u0131 gelerek, yay\u0131mlanmas\u0131n\u0131 istemedi\u011fi t\u00fcm elyazmalar\u0131n\u0131 kurtard\u0131. B\u00f6ylece Dava<\/em>, \u015eato<\/em>, Amerika<\/em> gibi eserler bug\u00fcne ula\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kafkaesk.<\/strong>
Anlam veremedi\u011fin, ama seni bo\u011fan, tuhaf ama tan\u0131d\u0131k bir karanl\u0131k.<\/p>\n\n\n\nKafka\u2019dan Derin ve Sessiz Al\u0131nt\u0131lar<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n
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